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Can I be any stupider?

It was going so good, then I had to open my stupid mouth... I wish there was something I could do... like erase time or have gone to bed before my thinking was hazed enough to say something that utterly stupid. Gosh I'm such an insensitive jerk! If only there was something I could do to make up what I said.... I hope she can just forget about it and forgive me... Next time I will not stay up so late or say anything that dumb. So help me I''m going to do everything I can to make it up to her. All evening/nite I was doing so well not saying anything too dumb (out of the ordinary) then if I had just shut up and not thrown out that extra sentence, GAH!


Please Baby, if you read this, know that I didn't mean it or worse... didn't think before I spoke. I love you more then anything and will do my best never to be that stupid again. That's a promise. :'(

posted by Adam7257 on Feb 1, 2009 4:32 AM | 4 comments
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Happiness is...

...being able to share everything with the person you love!

Tonite I was finally able to gather enough courage (if you will) to ask something of Alison that I was afraid she would never allow. I was honesstly kinda scared that it would hurt our relationship, but boy was I wrong. She went for it and even though she won't enjoy it as much as I will, I can't even explain how excited I am about it. Maybe she'll grow into it, but even if she doesn't and we never do it again, this one time being able to makes me so happy.

I am so in love with her. She is the most amazing girl in the whole world. I can't believe how lucky I was to (pardon the expression) "snag" her. She is my everything, my reason for living, and the inspiration to my life. If I was creative enough I'd write so many songs and poems for/about her.

You never know what you have until you put it all out on the table. When you're most vulnerable is when you see what people around you are truly made of.

posted by Adam7257 on Jan 31, 2009 2:45 AM | 6 comments
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Crappy Anniversary

Well, today is my 1 1/2 year anniversary with my girlfriend.... The thing is she didn't remember what one this was... she thought it was 17 months. Not only that but just about everything that could go wrong did. She was being demeaning and hurtful at 1 a.m. Then things kept getting worse. I found out that she wrote on her blog that she should have just killed herself or let me know she's leaving me... Not only did I find these today, but they were written today. I don't know what to think anymore. I just wish things would be better, maybe not perfect but at least normal.

posted by Adam7257 on Jan 25, 2009 7:45 PM | 6 comments
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No life

So as you can probably tell, my life when not at school is pretty boring... Nothing really worth posting lately. Alison is gone on some stupid trip and all my friends live to far away to hang out. Well that about sums everything up over break. Hopefully New Years will see something interesting to post about.

posted by Adam7257 on Dec 21, 2008 7:20 PM | 5 comments
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