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What I wanna know is why, when I obviously want something so badly, I do my best to talk myself out of it if the tiniest little thing goes wrong? I really want it to happen, but I convince myself that it's a bad idea. I think what I'm really looking for is someone to get firm with me and tell me to shut the fuck up and do it anyway. Heck, get mean with me when I do this... maybe it will help.
I had an idea today. I feel like a bum watching so many movies all the time so I decided to write movie reviews on the films I see. You can find it at WordPress by clicking here. There aren't any reviews up yet, but that should change soon.
It was going so good, then I had to open my stupid mouth... I wish there was something I could do... like erase time or have gone to bed before my thinking was hazed enough to say something that utterly stupid. Gosh I'm such an insensitive jerk! If only there was something I could do to make up what I said.... I hope she can just forget about it and forgive me... Next time I will not stay up so late or say anything that dumb. So help me I''m going to do everything I can to make it up to her. All evening/nite I was doing so well not saying anything too dumb (out of the ordinary) then if I had just shut up and not thrown out that extra sentence, GAH!
Please Baby, if you read this, know that I didn't mean it or worse... didn't think before I spoke. I love you more then anything and will do my best never to be that stupid again. That's a promise. :'(
...being able to share everything with the person you love!
Tonite I was finally able to gather enough courage (if you will) to ask something of Alison that I was afraid she would never allow. I was honesstly kinda scared that it would hurt our relationship, but boy was I wrong. She went for it and even though she won't enjoy it as much as I will, I can't even explain how excited I am about it. Maybe she'll grow into it, but even if she doesn't and we never do it again, this one time being able to makes me so happy.
I am so in love with her. She is the most amazing girl in the whole world. I can't believe how lucky I was to (pardon the expression) "snag" her. She is my everything, my reason for living, and the inspiration to my life. If I was creative enough I'd write so many songs and poems for/about her.
You never know what you have until you put it all out on the table. When you're most vulnerable is when you see what people around you are truly made of.
Well, today is my 1 1/2 year anniversary with my girlfriend.... The thing is she didn't remember what one this was... she thought it was 17 months. Not only that but just about everything that could go wrong did. She was being demeaning and hurtful at 1 a.m. Then things kept getting worse. I found out that she wrote on her blog that she should have just killed herself or let me know she's leaving me... Not only did I find these today, but they were written today. I don't know what to think anymore. I just wish things would be better, maybe not perfect but at least normal.
Well, I've always wanted to go to Michigan State University and it looks like that dream is going to come true! I'm working on the application for admission and have found where I am going to apply to live (www.crossingplaceapts.com). Wish me luck in getting accepted!
So as you can probably tell, my life when not at school is pretty boring... Nothing really worth posting lately. Alison is gone on some stupid trip and all my friends live to far away to hang out. Well that about sums everything up over break. Hopefully New Years will see something interesting to post about.
So here is a copy of a weather warning for Grand Rapids, MI
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Issued by The National Weather Service
Grand Rapids, MI
9:36 am EST, Fri., Dec. 5, 2008
... LAKE EFFECT SNOW WARNING IN EFFECT UNTIL 5 PM EST THIS AFTERNOON...
A LAKE EFFECT SNOW WARNING REMAINS IN EFFECT FOR STORM TOTAL SNOWFALLS OF 8 TO 14 INCHES OF SNOW THROUGH UNTIL 5 PM EST THIS AFTERNOON. THE LAKE EFFECT SNOW ADVISORY IS NO LONGER IN EFFECT.
WESTERLY WINDS CONTINUE TO BRING VERY COLD AIR FROM WISCONSIN ACROSS THE WARM WATERS OF LAKE MICHIGAN TODAY. SNOWFALL REPORTS INDICATED 8 TO 10 INCHES OF SNOW HAS FALLEN OVER EXTREME SOUTHWEST KENT COUNTY... EASTERN OTTAWA AND EASTERN ALLEGAN COUNTY SINCE 7 AM WEDNESDAY. SNOWFALL WILL BE HEAVY AT TIMES INTO MID AFTERNOON. SNOWFALL RATES WILL BE NEAR 1 INCH AN HOUR AT TIMES IN THE HEAVIER SNOW BANDS. VISIBILITIES WILL BE NEAR A QUARTER MILE IN THE HEAVIER SNOW SHOWERS. WHILE THE SNOW IS EXPECTED TO DIMINISH THIS BY MID TO LATE AFTERNOON ANOTHER 2 TO 4 INCHES IS POSSIBLE IN THOSE AREAS BRINGING STORM TOTALS TO 8 TO 14 INCHES BY LATE AFTERNOON. FOR KENT COUNTY THE HEAVY SNOWFALL WILL BE MOSTLY WEST OF HIGHWAY 131.
A LAKE EFFECT SNOW WARNING MEANS SIGNIFICANT AMOUNTS OF LAKE- EFFECT SNOW ARE FORECAST THAT WILL MAKE TRAVEL VERY HAZARDOUS OR IMPOSSIBLE. LAKE-EFFECT SNOW SHOWERS TYPICALLY ALIGN THEMSELVES IN BANDS AND WILL LIKELY BE INTENSE ENOUGH TO DROP 1 TO SEVERAL INCHES OF SNOW PER HOUR FOR SEVERAL HOURS. VISIBILITIES VARY GREATLY AND CAN DROP TO ZERO WITHIN MINUTES. TRAVEL IS STRONGLY DISCOURAGED. COMMERCE COULD BE SEVERELY IMPACTED. IF YOU MUST TRAVEL... KEEP AN EXTRA FLASHLIGHT... FOOD... AND WATER IN YOUR VEHICLE IN CASE OF AN EMERGENCY.
... AND THE SNOW CONTINUES TO FALL HEAVY AT TIMES...
.LAKE EFFECT SNOW SHOWERS WILL CONTINUE THROUGH THE DAY TODAY AS COLD AIR CONTINUES TO POUR ACROSS THE GREAT LAKES. THE SNOW SHOWERS COULD BE HEAVY AT TIMES INTO THIS AFTERNOON.
AN AREA OF LOW PRESSURE OVER ALBERTA EARLY THIS MORNING IS THEN EXPECTED TO DIVE SOUTHEAST... AND MOVE ACROSS NORTHERN LOWER MICHIGAN DURING THE DAY ON SATURDAY. THIS SYSTEM WILL BRING A BURST OF SNOW TO THE AREA. LOCATIONS NORTHWEST OF A LINE ROUGHLY FROM HOLLAND TO BALDWIN WILL SEE HIGHER AMOUNTS AS LAKE MICHIGAN WILL HELP TO BOOST SNOW TOTALS."
So with that being said, Aaron brought up some bad news and worse news. The bad news is the roads are terrible and the weather pretty much makes going anywhere and not risking our lives out of the question. The worse news is the dinner in the cafeteria looks horrible tonite and we don't have anything to eat in the apartment. After hearing this, I weighed the options. Eat horrible food, or risk our lives and go to Meijer. Guess which choice won. Yep! The second.
So I had a really weird dream while I was napping today. Luckily I remembered it. It has a very interesting plot twist to it.
Enter text here.A guy named David goes to a class and has to work with a partner. When partner's computer glitches a little, David takes on the personality of Elaina (an extremely girly and romantic girl). Everyone starts to remember him as Elaina and David changes physically as well and falls in love with her partner. Meanwhile the small reminant of David tries to fight back in her mind. Elaina wears dresses everyday and one student, Adam, notices that David is gone and seems to be the only one who remembers him being there. He confronts the partner about it and he says it happens everytime his computer glitches when he reads something aloud with a partner in a class. Turns out he's from another planet but other then that he is a normal guy. He informs Adam that another David has shown up in Missouri and that the universal balance was not thrown out of wack. Eventually the David left in Elaina's mind disappears forever and Elaina, extremely in love with her partner, ends up dating the alien... then I woke up.
The funny thing is David was a jock and protested having to sit next to the nerd that ended up being his partner (and eventually his boyfriend).
So I might work on making it an actual story in the near future... There was a lot more to the dream, but this is just a summary I wrote, mainly so I wouldn't forget it.
What do you all think?
Ok, so I was just playing some Final Fantasy XI and I decided to buy a bow for my character. I spent 1,000 Gil (Final Fantasy Currency) on said bow at the Auction House in San d'Oria, then took my remaining 300ish Gil to by 37 Arrows at a shop. Little did I know that I bought the wrong dang arrows! So now I'm stuck with 37 arrows that I paid 8 Gil apiece for and can only resell them for 1 Gil each that I can't even use with my bow! And to top it all off, I only have 5 Gil left!
My roommate, Aaron sat down with Sauron, the Dark Lord of Mordor, for an interview with Middle Earth's baddest bad guy.
Aaron: So let me get this straight. You're the Dark Lord?
Sauron: You are correct
Aaron: And you are one of the more powerful beings in all of Middle Earth?
Sauron: Of course I am!
Aaron: They say you have the strength of a thousand men?
Sauron: Yeah.
Aaron: And you can create things as you will?
Sauron: To an extent.
Aaron: I see. So your kryptonite is if someone cuts off your finger you implode?
Sauron: (long pause) I-I-I don't like to talk about that...
